Starting to do things right?

[PacLove]

Everyone loses on a D, especially kids. However, although I never wanted to be D, there is way to much backstory to sit and wait for someone to work on them self, and be in constant cycle of wanting and needing OMs desires and complements. It's not fair to me or the kids. We deserve better, and not our circus or monkeys.

Yeah some days I feel like that, and really moving on with life but at the same time I believe in the vows of marriage so am not willing to give up that easily... unfortunately she knows that too and is totally using that to her advantage right now.