For me everyday brings more peace and much less anxiety. Now that I do not see her everyday it is easier to see her circus and monkeys much more clearly. Last week was a turning point where I stopped feeling anxious when I see her or talk to her. The week before was a different story though. The anxiety I also realized was more about me and my ability to accomplish things without her. I am now gaining confidence in myself so it is much less.
As for the loneliness I have my moments, but between my efforts to connect with other people and the fact that my d17 chose to live with me, I don't feel it as much as I would have thought. But I do have my moments where I miss my W. The thing is right now, I am accepting she does not exsist on this planet, so I have my moment to grieve, I pray often that she returns some day, but I place my hope and faith in God that my future will be a good one and I try to put in the efforts to be the person that attracts the light and goodness however that may look.
For my sitch the separation was needed to stop the damage and start the healing.
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Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
