So here are some updates from just me, my life, my kids...
S16 is on a crazy football regimen now. He is exercising every day and does not eat sugar at all for 6 days a week. The boy is looking awesome. Finishing up school w/a 4.3GPA. Being bright, caring and sometimes a pain in my rear. Love him!!!
S18 is graduating High School, passing w/a 4.1GPA, he is gorgeous. Also, super diet and exercise to maintain a nice body for when he joins the football team in college. Lots and lots of stuff to do right now. His last school day is 5/18 but then there is tons of stuff and graduation celebration on 5/28.
S21 is doing a lot better with this new treatment approach, who would know that he does not have anything else but a high IQ. Well, I am happy because he seems to move in the right direction now. Today we are going to church were the pastor will pray with him.
Me... besides being a mom and a busy mom. I am also working full time, I finished my sessions with my career coach and it went really well. Started my computer classes and it will take some time because in order for me to get the certificate I need for the programs I want, I need to do it all. It is unfortunately, but since I am just one, I need to leave my job stuff on the back burner for now. I am just too busy. Beginning june I will be back on my pursuit for happiness.
Did my garden, have house about ready for the party, plant my flowers, sent invitations out, made a list of the food I will prepare, loan some stuff from my friends, separated some others from the garage. Need to do some decoration shopping.
Need to pick up XH's stepmom and husband at the airport on sunday 3/22. Well, I also have a woman's retreat in Denver on 3/21 to 3/22. It will be kind of crazy.
I still cry, feel miserable, say it sometimes : Why Me?, feel sorry for myself, and all the bad stuff.
But I also smile more, feel good about myself, more confident, feel I need to fight for my own life in a way, don't wait around feeling sorry for myself, and all the good stuff.
So, as you see, I am very average and I am just moving along through the paths of life.
Sometimes I get kind of frustrated because my life is always on the waiting line. It was before and it is now. I need to get some things done, out of the way in order to have my own life. It just didn't happen yet.
Friends, I can't deny that I got hurt pretty bad. Sometimes the wound feel just open, there, a deep pain that has no end. I guess time will make it less and less as it goes.
Have been sick more often lately, my body is finally showing the signs of so much punches. The last two times I was sick, it was very severe and put me in bed for awhile.
For GAL, at least when I am not so sick. I went out w/my divorce group for a dancing party and it was amazing. I also joined some friends for coffee sometimes, went to another fantastic Christian concert, went to my company goodbye party for one of the managers, dancing with some other friends, a B-Day party, and so on. Really busy.
And lots happen in the XH zone. So that is my next chapter.
