New Couple, Same Old Story 2

[Ralph88]

Thanks for the support. It's a struggle, I won't lie to any of you. I'm doing my best, especially for the Ds. They didn't ask to be brought into this world let alone be in this messy marriage. My focus is to provide and umbrella of protection over them and do the best to shield them from this mess as well as everything that is negative in this world to the best of my ability! That is my job and responsibility, and I'm doing it 120%.

Of course I'm still learning about me, GALing, getting out and meeting new people everywhere I go. I enjoy listening to people's stories about life and experiences, not good and bad. There are some really great people out there.

I care less and less about the WW/STBXW what she does and whom with. I don't even judge how she is living, as it's not with me. Communication is slightly better about the kids, especially as that is the priority and I would never want anything other than relationships for her and I with the Ds.

I'm more accepting of the most possible outcome from here on out, and the future is bright for a change, brighter than its been in 15 years actually.