14 days of sheer hell, part 6

[DDJ]

So life is too short to even consider giving up alcohol.
She's never ever had her own friends, so she won't come in late again.
She chats to possible OM2 whole day, who's becoming like her male BFF.

Insanely,she brought up the red and green apple. And OM2 said that he respects her red apple. For what it's worth, I told her that I get it now too. A bit too late though.

So the one thing she did say that she would change is being more off her phone when she gets home. Quite a consolation prize. I told her that I see no effort, just more of the same.

But I told her what I would like to see, and she will make her own decisions. I did say that there can be no intimacy without trust (thx Acc). And she's not building trust with this wasted effort. Never said it like that tho.

Guess it's gonna be a long month. But I feel good. Positive about myself, not about her.