thanks SadHub - it is so easy to drift into the future. you are right though, no crystal ball and it just adds to my distress. Have to remind myself to stay in the moment. That little girl's voice just tears at my heartstrings. Prayers for anyone who reads this. I will get over this and thrive
Yes, it is very difficult to see through the future. I have the same feelings of distress constantly. Sometimes I feel like I want to run away from it all and live on a deserted island! But then I remember my S11's happy face as well, especially when I see pictures of him when he was 5-7...
Me-LBH, 48 Spouse-WW, 48 Married for 19 years Son, 12 BD #1 - November 1998 (EA 7 months after wedding) BD #2 - November 2015 (same XBF EA) WW filed D February 2016 WW moved out April 2016
