14 days of sheer hell, part 6

[DDJ]

I just came from the best interview ever, they asked me about the most difficult thing I had to do,and I broke down into tears and explained my possible D. It was an hour of introspection as they want to see if I am a proper fit for their culture.

I asked them what made my Resume stand out, and she says that I'm entrepreneural. I don't look back, I move forward. It got me thinking, how am I moving forward in my M.

I'm not. I have a WW that's most likely cheated on me. But that's not important anymore. What do I want and would staying with this alien move me forward. Hell no.

So this is the plan...
She has said that she wants one last chance, I will give her a month to give up attention for other men, new friends, alcohol and addiction for her phone. These are all the same things really. Then when my Bro moves out I will move out for a month. No longer. To see if these changes are for me or if she has had an awakening.

I know what I'm worth, and I am worth a whole lot me than this cheating spouse. So the focus remains on me. I will continue to focus on me and hopefully not lose it.