Yes getting close to physically separating. I think I am more looking forward to it them dreading it. Looking forward to not having my mood change based on what W does or does not do.
It this that I look forward to.
I am more sad for my kids, then afraid for them.
It the not know if she loves me anymore that bothers me. I can see through actions that she has very little love for me.
Now the I wont love her anymore. It still there. I think I need the actual D before I can move on though. I have hard time imagining any sort of limbo. I can only see MR or D, no in-between.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016
