Your words mean more than you will ever know. Helps me really view as myself as the same when I am struggling to do so.
I am VERY sentimental, it's the truth. I married my first real BF. My first real heartbreak was him. Multiple times with him even before we got married. I couldn't let go as I felt he had the most intimate part of me. And exNG was the next to get the most intimate part of me. Even more so than my ex. I don't give it away freely, but when I do, every part of my heart is all in. I find things shared with that person hard to let go of. Then way more difficult to know someone else so soon is sharing it with them.
So, it takes me a little longer.
As expected, I haven't hear from him this weekend. I'm sure he was otherwise occupied. I think I am just going to tell him to forget it.
You guys are right, I am not really accomplishing anything. I'm just going to focus on me, and just like with everything else, this will fade away.
