Back from weekend, had some quality time with child.

Even before we came back home first there were passive aggressive messages and when we came home first sentence to child was not 'hi' or any normal reaction, but attack: how can you disband your hair when it is so greasy, you should have ponytail.

That reminded me of episode that I had two weeks ago - one mother warned her child about something: 'love, don't do that'

And I had to think really hard to remember when did my wife call me or daughter something other than our names or even harder - lately it is usually name-calling (stupid, peasant and similar). Not sure did I marry a bully, or did she become bully later on.

My mother gave me USB stick with some old photos that I left few years ago.
I found photos of happy days, pictures of me taking a selfie and she was kissing my cheek, pictures of our first summer together, pictures of some country trip when she was 7m pregnant. Definitely took a nostalgic blow.


Me38,W36,D9
M 10y, R 14y

10/11/2015 wants to leave
25/12/2015 definitely wants to leave, makes plans
Jan 2016 started DBing
Feb 2016 sleeping in separate rooms
Sep 2016 sleeping in same room