14 days of sheer hell, part 6

[DDJ]

I need concrete proof whether or not she's having a second A, or if she's still hung up on OM1. I don't think that I will ever know.

My gut feeling is telling me that she has cheated over the past 3 nights, to spite me. My gut feeling says that I must walk away and save myself and my S. My gut feeling is that she has "hooked" me in again in asking for another chance.

I will continue to GAL, validate, 180 and focus on me. I will see what steps she's willing to take to make the M work. I must prepare for the worst (cheating) and then for the best (letting her go).