Hi Phoebe, really glad to hear your walk went well. Sounds like it may be an interesting group to join and good luck with your Meetup later too.
I agree with Sadhub, and I also think you show a good deal of courage moving forward (at times shakily like us all) but moving forward nonetheless. One thing I have learned through this experience is it doesn't really matter what H is thinking and doing. What really matters is what I'm thinking and doing.
You are doing well to think and do a lot, and I'm pleased to read that your focus on your H is pretty minimal.
Keep up the great work xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus