I'm having a bad night. Took a pill that should kick in in not too long, but meanwhile the tears are running.

I want to send a text to H and tell him that I really hope he's insanely happy, because all this pain better have some kind of payoff.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17