Ghostbusting This

[ATPeace]

Well I thought I would post an update and there is very little to update

I went go kart racing again last night with my son and we both had a really good time.

I need to keep at the fitness the last few weeks I have struggled to find times,to go and,this is not good it makes me feel that I am back doing things by halves

W and I still doing things that we used to do before the bomb date in fact taking intamacy and lovemaking out of the equation I would say that we actually have been having a better relationship I would go as far as to say that the relationship is a lot less argumentative and my relationship with my children has also been a lot better.

I do not want a life without intamacy but I know i cannot push for this we have been talking about going on holiday as a family in August ....but she does not want to work on our marriage her friends will be still telling her that she is making the right decision and probably asking her when she will leave and,push for divorce

She has a good friend that is going through the same almost feels they are doing this together

I know my w reads and,posts motivational posts on Facebook about moving on and being strong

I have to give her space and time keep working on me become a better person

So as,I say not much to report I would t are the above 100 times over rather than to have her leave,sell the house and go completely our own ways

Thank you for,checking in on me I will look in on your posts later

Ghost