My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

Thank goodness today is mercifully over. I've cycled back and forth between anger and sadness all day. I don't want to have many more days like this. I hope that when she is gone the days will be better. Because her being here is hell emotionally.

At least when she's not here I'll have an objective. GET MY WIFE BACK. Right now she's gone mentally. Here physically. But in her mind she's not here. There's nothing I can do now but pray.