The changes she mentioned, she said --too little too late. I should have made changes years ago. Now this evening my positive attitude is a little broken.
I also wonder, when my wife says the person she was when I met her is faded. If this is the case the, who am I? I work so hard and am struggling to get up Mondays, least today me and son did some exercise as I tried not to think about my wife. My next step is acting as if, cause she seems more enlightened, some days she is so nice and when she wants affection I do not withold ;but I have not done the same.