New here need support

[poschan]

Thanks SadHub.my state of mind has not been good. I went to church today and made a mistake asking my waw for a hug. She said 'why'? I said never mind and took the dog for a walk, run. Sleep seems to be getting worse. Like the others I wake up way too early. I need to realize this is her choice coupled with her lack of commitment. Do I really want to be with that type of person? I don't understand why I am so torn up by this and depressed. Maybe a grief counselor would help as suggested by Phoebe.