Please read again my post above about where your focus needs to be. Your last post is all about him. You are what you think and focus on. I know it is a challenge, but you must do this. Please identify a DB principle for yourself and do it. LRT, 180, GAL. Then post about it. Let us see you trying to implement something for your good.
I am praying for you, and I know you can get out of the loop for a few minutes. You must just take one step first.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine