I keep on thinking that he left me for the OW. I know those thoughts are self-defeating, but with the amount of progress we've been making, nothing else makes sense to me. The affair got so serious that they were talking about marriage and living together, do I believe any of that? Could that be realistic? Anytime I asked for reassurance he would get upset, he hated it when I brought up his past mistakes. Now that we're separated, he just says he has no obligation to reassure me about anything. I'm just drowning in my thoughts about the OW. It's really hard to focus on myself sometimes.
