I have managed to detach here and there for short periods. But why is it that when I am reading anything, I have 2 personalities thinking at the same time? One is me, the other is W.

This time I was reading MWD BD FB page (recommended to Zephyr by Vanilla).

Another similarity to Zephyr's story. I had been pushing away from the M for years, especially last July. My W posted on FB a very sweet and heartfelt excitement for a trip we were going to do in August. When I saw it I felt terrible, she seemed to love me to dearly, I wasn't sure I wanted to stay with her.