She's probably accommodating cos you're still hooked. Every smile from her, every eyelash flicker sends you back to the beginning.
I said that this would be the most difficult 24 hours of my life but I realise that it's not. I cried a little, but what am I losing. I can only win from here.
What would you lose if you just stayed separated and lived your life without her in it, or in your head?
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
