Ginger, You are a very sentimental lady who has a heart of gold. Your heart is tender and you want to share your love, kindness and compassion w/everyone. Don't be afraid to shed those tears, be it for happiness or sadness. Tears help us get thru many of life's challenges.
I'm glad you had a good day yesterday. Congratulations on the 100%! You worked hard for that grade and you should be very proud of it!
Peace will come...it just takes time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.