LBS back--piecing--but still regret not DB

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Blu,

Thank you for checking in with me and your words of support. Seeing you share and check in on so many really tells me the kind of person you are. In spite of the challenges you are going through, you still provide service for others, and this is a sign of a person that only a fool would leave.
I admire you for the persistence you have in the difficult task of piecing with your H.

You will continue to grow as you continue to be so self reflective. I encourage you to pray and ask God to help with the difficult task of forgiveness. For yourself first and then for your H. I am learning this, because it has been pointed out to me, that I try so hard to forgive others, but I never seem to forgive myself. I have been counseled that if I do not forgive myself first, that the task of forgiving others is much more difficult.

I don't know why I share that with you, but I sense in your story, that you may be a bit hard on yourself, and that may be holding some of the pain of what your H has done.
Forgive me if I am off base here, but if it helps, I pray that you feel comfort and peace in this advice.

May you have a wonderful day and enjoy moments of happiness with your family.