WSB, you hit the nail on the head, it's always been my way to analyze, analyze, analyze... Works well for my career but [censored] for relationships... I will say that I've felt very detached today, almost to the point of being discusted with her, but I'll take that over emotional wreck any day.
I disagree, you and I have almost the same personalities. I am noticing that most of the LBHs have. We're analytical, we've got low self-esteem, we've got a weird sense of humor. Now if we're mostly the same, that means our WWs are too. You cannot stop being yourself for someone else, made that mistake already. Tone down yes, but that analytical ability got you where you are in life. Life is more important than a M, that can end in an afternoon.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.