My first post - please be nice.

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collin,

I want to ask you, no, I want to strongly encourage you to go GAL. Right now it is very important that you do what is right, not what you feel. Your feeling will guide you down a path that has no benefit to you, nor any hope of a good future relationship.

Think about it this way. You have been in an accident that has left you with legs that are almost paralyzed. The doctor tells you that with physical therapy and a lot of hard work, that you may regain the use of your legs. What will you do?

You do what it takes to walk again even if you do not feel like it.

So please get up, take one step and GAL.

It really is the only thing you. An do right now. It won't be easy, it will make you uncomfortable, but the more you do it the stronger you will get.

Trust me, I speak from experience and know that it is the best way to proceed.

I send you my support and pray for you so please put in the effort and you will thank yourself later.