I am also very glad that you are going to talk to your doctor, poschan. Reach out for any lifeline in this storm, and if your doctor has something that he/she thinks might help you, grab it and don't feel bad about it for a second.

Being proactive in caring for your health, both physical and metal, needs to be your priority right now. Put on your own oxygen mask first, right? Then you can do your best for your D7.

Have you considered finding a therapist? It may be an other avenue to explore.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16