So homesickness has set in a little - I looked at pictures of H last night and that was probably not very smart. We texted briefly this afternoon about non-essential stuff and he was friendly. Although he said he was doing a lot around the house and I immediately think it's to make it nice for the arrival of OW! In spite of knowing he's having family visiting later in the week.
I initiated but also ended the convo to take a nap, so at least did something right.
Wondering why I can't let him go. So many things that make us a poor match.
Had a busy morning with community activities at work and marketing my services. Also joined a local meetup art group and hope to get an open studio group started.
Not feeling well again today, tried to sleep but kept waking up.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, plan on going to a festival with son.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
