My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

i know i should be out GAL. But, the thing is, i have no desire too. all i really feel like doing is sitting here. i feel defeated and motivation-less. i just don't know how to get over this mental hurdle.

i've thought about joining the triangle divorce/separation group on meetup. but the thought of going to an unknown place and having to introduce myself to a group of unknown people, gives me hives.