Hey, I get it. I've been doing a lot of physical improvement to increase my devastated self esteem and in my weaker moments think, "He is a 5 and I am an 8, I should dump him for an 8." Then I feel ashamed because I am not vain but this is more like my inner kid pitching a temper.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3