Hi

Well been doing a few more things for myself

Went go kart racing for the first time really enjoyed it

I am doing a lot more with my kids my life feels non stop been to the movies and to the soft play

Been going to the personal trainer and I am feeling fitter and stronger however when I train I think and the mind wanders

Still planning to book a holiday this year

I am trying to forget about my W and what she is doing it hurts me to see her distancing herself from me but there is nothing I can do.

I am trying to keep working on me to become the best person I can be but this is not easy

I am scared to push forwards coming away from my wife but she really is not the person I married

I still do not feel at the point that I can leave or sell the house she will not leave

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.