My best advice is to do your best to not spend valuable time trying to logically figure out her actions. It is lost time and energy as I speak from experience on this. I know that is easier said than done, but force yourself to focus on helping it move forward. The whole go with the current as opposed to swimming against it.
You are wise to see your MD if you are struggling. Also an IC, and social circle that will let you talk out the chaos in your mind, and stick with the exercise. It may not feel like it helps, but it does and will help the healing if you can fight through and maintain it. Trust me, the physical and mental are attached and the physical can minimize the emotional stress on the physical.
I know the worry you have about d7, and at this time you will want to replace the worry with confidence, stability and the love only a stable father can share. Trust me, she will benefit from that more that tip toeing around it with worry. And it is okay for her to see you in moments of sadness. I was always worried about that but I can tell you they know even if you try to hide it. They also will provide you comfort and strength in their own way when they see it. You are the stable parent right now. Place your focus and energy into that and I can't tell you the strength that you will gain to carry you forward.
Hang in there, keep your head up, let the cycle take its course and place one foot in front of the other. Read my threads for the things to avoid, the advice that saved me on many occasions and so you know that I feel your pain, but can tell you you can get through it.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
