Just coming to vent for a little bit. I am dealing with a lot of anxiety today over my situation.
I don't know if it was a good idea, but I read all my old posts and it was like reading a journal. So many times I said I would never put my marriage on autopilot if I can't the chance to fix it and I did!!
Rereading all of that made me realize though how long of a journey that was and how long it took to get wife to see reconciliation as possibility.
I will say I am so far ahead of curb this time around. I'm just concerned its too late.
I know moving out would make this easier for me, but it wouldn't make it easier at all on son. He graduates May 25th. I think I'm going to move after that. I'm trying to get a plan together.
Being under the same roof doing this is so much different than the last time
I really need to just try and focus on what I can control and let everything else go!!


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it