Ginger, You sound so much better today. You are not unlucky, but life has tossed you a number of lemons over the last few years...but I see a woman who has picked herself up, not once, but several times and has gotten stronger each and every time.
You are right where you need to be at this time. Think positive and when you do, everything appears so much better. I think you are a wonderful mother and your daughter is a gift who needed to be cherished by one and all. I'm sorry your xh is the way he is, but he's the one that is missing out on your daughter's life and one day, when he's old and sitting in a rocking chair, he's going to want your daughter to come visit and help him out...that's when he'll come to realize just how much he's missed in her life.
Ginger, please do not ever doubt yourself. You are far wiser and stronger than you think.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
