Thanks WII, I knew you would get it. After all of this, I wonder if its even worth it. Maybe, maybe not, but I realize more that either way, my path remains the same. I'm moving on, I owe it to myself. He didn't call last night, maybe some other time, but it really doesn't matter anymore.
JKS, thanks. Today is actually a better day. A much better day indeed. I had some human kindness experiences over the past 2 days that reminded me that I am not unlucky, I don't deserve bad things and that there is goodness in people and I am right where I need to be. I lost my footing, which I haven't done in years, but its okay, I'm getting back on track.
