So i get home and she says that she is going to miss me because I will not be there to wish her for her birthday, and its sad for her cos i was there for the last 10 years. She said that she did not want to talk about it. I just said "it is your decision" and walked away.
I guess its new beginnings. I cried about tonight on Monday already. i had anxiety on thursday for it tonight too. I have to use this opportunity to detach.
As for tomorrow, I would feedback as to whether I should let er cake eat, I think i got my answer. Thx.
Life is hard, making decisions are even harder.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
