So WW has decided to not include me in her bday eve plans. I'm a bit anxious but going out now for the next 6 hours to GAL. Should be real tired, will be home at 1am so will hopefully falls asleep. Not going to wish her, until i see her.

Had a good visit to a WAW friend this morning, explaining my problems and correlating them with hers. She still lives with her XH, he was addicted to drugs and she has never healed - 5 years later. I guess everyone is either wayward or left behind. I know which one is worse.

Tomorrow is the start of the rest of my life. If i can get through it as I did mothers day then I can see my path more clearly. And I can prepare for the holiday.


Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.