Thank you Job. It will be hard but I have to keep trying to treat her as a friend without expecting her to act as old w at this point. I can't keep living like I was and things certainly weren't getting any better. The thing is, around b drop time she told me I was a good person amongst other things and she thought we could be really good friends, totally not realizing she doesn't treat her other friends like poop and how bad she was hurting me.
She texted me again tonight to bring me the credit card she swore she didn't have (she found it) and to see if she got any mail. I didn't tell her I canceled it since she got a letter today anyway and I think if I told her I canceled it she would react badly. She said she would stop tomorrow. More incentive to keep this up! Just remembering not to have any expectations and keep being the h she'd be a fool to leave.
