Well the kids and I are packing up getting ready for our adventure to the Middle East tomorrow. Does feel strange not doing this with W but this her choice and direction for us. Will be weird in the car tomorrow with her as she takes us to the airport but I will be cheerful and pleasant, the better version of the old me, how can I not be anyway, I'm off on vacation...
I won't try and mind read how this affects her cause I'm sure I won't have a clue.

Keep positive everybody!