I hear ya on the anxiety when having to see her. No matter how well I am doing I always feel it as well when I have to see or talk to WAW. I really want to get that under control because I know I will function better under fire if I do.
My thoughts on your question are that you should do what you feel is best. What has more value for you. Going home early and documenting of the tasks that you want to finish?
You are in a world now where you get to do what you believe is right and you will benefit from it.
Have a great day my friend.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine