Amen to your prayer. I do the same as I know that God gives us free will, and while I believe God desires the family unit to be whole the WAS has the free choice to do what they want.

Good prayer and I want to continue to pray the same and do so regularly so that I feel it in my heart.

And don't feel like such a dork, just recognize that now is not the time to start looking to another woman as you need time to heal and be the man only a fool would leave. But your looking is not dorky it is natural. Just keep yourself in check.
IMHO

Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine