Ugh.... My mind is racing because of the difficulties WAW is creating. No movement on D. She is refusing to sign off on finance agreement set up over a month ago because she is getting non legal advice. She says one thing then another and on and on and on. It is creating a limbo for me that is wearing me out. She wants to leave and every day she adds to her anger and resentment because she can't make a decision and accept what she has chosen. She continues to speak with folks that throw gas on the fire and it is just making me crazy. I know it is her circus, but I am somehow trapped in her tent and I can't get out.
There is no reasoning with her on anything and I just want to cut the rope. Sad thing is a D leaves a lot of rope wrapped around us still.
I am trying to keep a PMA this morning but my mind is trying to solve what feels like an unsolvable situation.
Grrrr.... There has to be a way out of this......it is not right.....how can one detach when so many of her actions have a big impact on me and my family?
Anyway I am just venting as I plan to have a good day and try and focus I things I can control. I am gong to share some gratitude and find a pencil now. I will not let this drag me down today.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
