OK, I'm totally out of it here? Lost...but why are you talking to this guy at all? this is NG, right? He dicked you! He has shown you who he is and when people do that they are giving you a gift...don't go there again, the pain will just get worse. I think we each have to recognize that life is just not fair...that's the way it is and we can't tie every situation up in a neat little package with a pretty bow and wave bye bye with big smiles on our faces. There is no happy ending here...endings suuck and they are painful. Do not allow him back in your life...just don't!!!! Tell him you said what you needed to say and to "have a nice life"! Just end this or you won't heal. You are an amazing lady with so much to give someone, find someone worthy of you (when you're ready). You can do this...don't make me come down there ha ha!
