I checked the messages going back 4 days, never checked the other friend, so it could be a diversion. Did see that she was never going to go out wednesday tho, the plan was always thursday.

I'm out tonight, slept an hour in the car but some red bulls will help me. Doing the same thing i did last week, supper and a movie by myself. Quite enjoyed it. Tomorrow i'm having a team build with the work. Dropping our S by my mother tomorrow night, taking 2 allergy tabs early afternoon which should prepare me for an okay nights sleep. Sunday going to church with my S and mother, taking WW to lunch for her bday, S going with sooo will make sure its not morantic.

This is so confusing, I guess i 180 on her when she really wants back in. Going to get home, spend time with our S, get done and get going.

Next week we're off to Vic Falls for 3 nights, I will need all the prep work to get me through. i want to stay off the forum whilst there, to see how i cope.

Thank you, as always.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.