IC said the ultimate payback is if W sees me happy.. Happier than I ever was with her. It will force W to ask herself "maybe he wasn't the problem after all." I told IC that I planned to take it one step further, when W sees me happy, and I see that it bothers her, I will tell her she is welcome to join me. She will obviously say no, but it will cut even deeper, because she will also have to face the fact that she left me, and she was a fool to do so! There will be no one to blame but herself.
But this could backfire too... I could see her and she looks happy. I just have to remind myself that it is a show, that no matter what she says or does, she will never be happy with herself until she fesses up to the wrong she has done.
I have already seen this show once, about 2 months after BD, she tried to make it seem she was happy. But then I saw her 2 more months later, from a long ways away, and could tell she was squirming. It got really bad when I bumped into someone I knew and was talking to them and she saw that. I know a LOT of people, she has her 6 friends and everyone else in the world is "the enemy." I am sure in her paranoid head I am plotting against her.
