Mine was always searching for something to satisfy her. Nothing was ever enough. I guess that they are letting their emotions dictate their actions. Something we LBSs are learning to overcome.

I hope she finds what she's looking for because I'm not finding it in her. My attraction for her is waning. The laugh that filled me with joy, now pains my ears. The touch that once aroused me is filled with insecurity. The words spoken stab like daggers.

I need to feel this. I need to be present.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.