No thx, not in the mood, is good for me. Thx Ralph.

It's almost 4am. Still no sign of life. I'm realising that the day will come where she actually won't come home at all.

I need to get me some over the counter drowsy makers. Can always take allergy tabs during afternoon to knock me out at night. Would be killing two birds with one stone.

I have the opportunity to put the house in my name. Will cost me a pretty penny but think it's best.Cadet will say do it. Will it not look like I'm wanting a D now? She is risking her job with this behaviour and could take me down with her. Every cent is community of property and she has access to quick money since she works in the bank.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.