In all of your posts, you've only talked about your H and what he's doing, saying, etc.
Going back a bit. Were there problems in your M? What were conflicts that the two of you had? What were the things that you were responsible for? What were his complaints before?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.