And watched when she was done to go out, never even put on perfume, just threw on a loose jeans and top. She said that I must check tracker if I want to know where she is, I said do you know what thats gonna do - she said - you gonna f-ck yourself up hey... So she said she'll SMS me when she gets where she's going. Small solace really.
But i'm tired after a long day. Gonna go sleep early and hopefully stay that way.
When she gets back, should i push her away or let her hold me? I'm inclined to let her hold me in bed, after pushing her away whole day.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
