Thx for the insight EDF, maybe next time as she was already awake and had made the plans to leave. She was meant to go out today, changed to yesterday, but cancelled yesterday, and was back on for tonight. What can I do anyway.
We spoke earlier about the inappropriateness of coming home so late, especially in building trust. I never got an apology, not that i expected one, just that she loses track of time.
She is going to go out, whether I separate, D, cry, plead or do nothing.
My emotions will still be there. I need to learn how to control it...mmmhhh... control issues, yet I cant control my own emotions. Now that's a challenge that i'll accept.
Extra goal - and i don't want to confirm my tally for the day - "do not go schizo."
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
