yes, thats my problem, i;m trying to fix rome in one day.
She clearly is unsure as to whether she wants to be married. She will be attracted to an attractive man. i am not being very attractive right now. I had the opportunity as dream stated to make myself look better about the interview, but instead i attacked her.
My multiple personalities are driving her away - those are her words. Not that I can trust them, but i need to heed any warnings that I can. I promised her that regardless of what she does for the next 3 days, i will not go mental on her.
I still cannot stop her from doing what she is going to do, whatever that is. Why does the human mind always expect the worst. I have always planned for the worst and the best.
Perhaps I should just plan for the best. If i can get my head around that... She's fallen asleep putting our S to sleep. Insanity is that i'm going to wake her and see if she wants to go out still. Plan for the best DDJ.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
